Finding purpose

Dear Tarot Friends,

For me, there is no 'I overcame' or 'I beat' cancer. For me it has been a moment of Grace from God and a responsibility for me to live a life of purpose. Doing Tarot has been my purpose and once I accepted my life - then intention released into the universe.

I had written before about the Divine Feminine and one of most complete surrenders of my life was during the months of chemotherapy. We all journey through painful life transformation situations. I remember being told halfway through treatment that the chemotherapy may or may not work, I remember asking the doctor why should I even bother going through with it anymore. The pain was unbearable. The doctor looked me, paused, looked at his array of photos of his children, and looked back at me and said, because of the children, that's why we endure - my youngest was 3 years old when I was diagnosed. I must be honest during my grief stage my pain turned into anger and rage. I had moments of selfish thoughts - what about me, what about what I am going through, what about my pain? I transitioned from 'me me me' to then accepting why shouldn't it be me? I must have grace to accept my cross. I must accept that my karmic experience had to be experienced

By God's grace, my broken heart, allowed enough light to shine within to awaken in me that we are not here on this life journey for our own selfish purpose. This a journey for the collective good that we can all do for each other.

That personal awareness and awakening to complete surrender to accept that I may live only by God's grace means everything to me.

May you find opportunities to shine the grace of your light today.

Namaste,

Meenakshi